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[Carter turns the camera on and it broadcasts. He doesn't know it's doing this, as he thinks he's just filming a video of himself.]

Entry one. Title: This Place is Fucked Up. Did I mention it's fucked up? Exhibit A, the bathroom--

[Carter swings the camera around and shows the bathroom, which has a wall of shrunken heads. Their eyes roll and they cackle when they see the camera. Carter backs out of the bathroom and closes the door.]

Can you believe that? My door is unlocked, too. What amateur kidnappers. Where's Reefs? He's gonna kill all of you. He's a hard motherfucker. Anytime now. Hey, do you see that?

[The camera flips around to show a Nameless, its mouth stitched shut and carrying a stack of laundry. It passes by the open door to Carter's suite. The teen gasps audibly.]

That guy had a sewn mouth! What the fuck! What the fuck! That is some fucked up Somali-pirate shit!

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Um... Yeah.

[Lily raises a hand to slide her fingertip along her collar, then down to touch the locket hanging around her neck. Has she ever opened this...?]

It was amazing. I didn't even know I was out, I felt... [She shakes her head.] I could have stayed there forever.

[Smile.]

It all felt so real.

[Carter nods silently. She was in whatever felt like Heaven to her. Experiencing her best moments over again, or in a more positive fashion, it was a trip to another land where nothing hurt and everything was resolved and perfect.

A utopia. 'Nowhere'.

It's what he can do. Carter smiles faintly.]

Yeah. A blissout. That's what can happen if I look at your face too much, or get too close.

[He pokes his fingers together.]

Ah.

[A blissout, huh. Lily's going to have to keep that in mind. It was absolutely magnificent. And if Carter can do it so easily...]

[A thought sticks out in her mind. Lily looks down at her locket again. She often forgets she even has this. She hasn't taken it off in months. It's become a part of her, in the same way Even's ring is a part of her, too. And yet, she's never opened it.]

[Why? Why hasn't she opened it? On the Shore, she was too anxious to even consider it. She was too preoccupied with organizing the survivors (and trying to survive herself) to dwell on the past. Lily often wondered what B might put in it, but she never...]

[She raises her hands--oh, her arm healed up nicely--and carefully pries open the locket.]

[A few shining gold grains of sand, and a drop of metal.]

[She shuts the locket quickly and grips it in her fist, looking like she's seen a ghost. In just a few seconds, Lily gathers herself, and looks to Carter.]

Wanna continue the tour?

[Carter watches her hand. She saw something when she was in her blissout, and only now she'd thought to open the locket, perhaps? Or perhaps she just wanted to look at her drops of mercury again. It didn't make any sense to Carter, so he turned his mind from the problem and scrambled to his feet.

Carter extended a hand for Lily, still looking at the far wall. It was habit not to look another person in the face, he still smiled as if he were looking at her directly. Carter just kinda assumed the other person would feel his general 'aura' and read that.]

Hand up?

Oh--um, thank you.

[Lily takes his hand and stands up. Her legs feel a little weak from the blissout, but she can stand on her own.]

[She's been carrying B around with her this entire time. A part of B, literally close to her heart--and he's been there for a very, very long time.]

[This is insane.]

Uh... Alright, okay, let's keep going. [She starts walking again, very quickly.] There's a food court on deck 6, and there's also a bunch of shops where everything is free.

[She sounds distant, as if she's still living in the past.]

And there's a restaurant on deck 9.

[Carter can tell something's wrong. She opened the locket and now she's dizzy, weak. That's not what happens after blissouts. They make people happy and stronger, not weaker, not fainter.

Carter floats to a halt.]

Hey, uh--Lily? What happened?

[His voice is sharper, a little more direct. He looks at a spot over her shoulder instead of at the wall. This is Carter's direct form.]

Most people feel like they could run a marathon after a blissout. You're doped. What's going on? What's in that locket?

[Lily slows to a stop, staring at her feet. She was delighted after the blissout, but upon opening her locket... All of that energy just evaporated. She's uncertain why this is affecting her so much. Lily could hardly explain how she feels to herself, much less Carter.]

A while back, I had friend named B. He was my best friend. And one day, he gave me a locket, and... [She turns around and holds up her locket. It's a simple silver locket with a green four-leafed clover on the front.] I never opened it until now. It's really hard to explain.

[He looks at the locket. It's cute and it has a four-leaf clover design on it. A simple thing, but it's sweet. B was obviously someone special to her, and so he nods and picks at the hem of his shirt.]

What do you think he meant by giving you that bit of mercury in there?

It's, uh...

[Lily almost wants to open the locket again, but she's not sure she could handle it. Part of her wants to cry, and part of her wants to pretend this never happened.]

B could melt. He could melt into this gooey metal stuff. That's what's in here. [She rubs the locket between her fingers absently.] A part of him. Literally.

[Literally a piece of her friend in her locket for her to hold forever. Carter's mouth dropped open. That was really sad and heartbreaking. They didn't know if they'd see each other again, so B gave her part of himself. To Carter, it seems like a sweet gesture of love.]

Holy shit. So that's--him. That's B. Like a drop of him. I wonder if it can hear us.

... I don't know.

[Is that even a possibility? Lily looks down at her locket, blinking, eyes wide. Could B hear when he was made of goo? She never thought to ask, and she's only seen him as goo a few times.]

[... But B is gone. Not dead, if he's anything like Chase. Just gone. Even if he was dead, he still existed in some universe...]

I kinda hope it can. So he knows I miss him, a lot.

[Carter shrugged, but it was an awkward thing. What he wished he could do was give Lily assurance that her friend surely knew how dearly he was missed... but the fact was, Carter knew better than anyone that a person could be just 'disappeared' and it would be like they vanished into thin air.

He'd been disappeared as a kid. He'd even gone onto missing kid registries and seen his own picture. That had been a trip, once he was given internet privileges.]

Y'know, I bet if you talk to it, he'll hear.

[He shrugs.]

Maybe.

Yeah. Maybe.

[The chances are low, but Lily has definitely seen weirder shit in her short life. She stares at her locket, unsure what to say, then decides to bring it to her lips for a kiss. She lingers for a moment, then drops the locket to hang around her neck and smiles brightly.]

D'you wanna get something to eat? The food court is close by.

Yeah, I'm starving.

[Carter's been guarding Lily's body for the past hour or so, so he's been bored and hungry as a horse. Now he knows the ship is safe and they're free to explore--and Lily is healed up and can fight, even if there are were-leopards around.

It's a complicated situation, but Carter is fine with not understanding all the particulars right now. He has a friend, someone who doesn't mind his blissouts, and someone who is worth defending. Well, as much as he can defend.

Carter will do his best.]

Lead the way.

[If she knew how long she was out, she'd apologize! Instead, Lily takes Carter to the elevators and punches in deck 6. When they arrive, she leads Carter through the shopping center and to the food court, blah-blah-blahing about it as she goes. The more she talks about the boat, the less she has to talk about her feelings.]

You can get pretty much anything. Any kind of food. It's not... Uh, the food at the restaurant is better, but this stuff is still pretty good! [She points to a specific food stall.] I like the Indian stuff.

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